Realisticity

I,

can't,

see beyo–nd,

I hate using words like cannot,

only in its short form,

because it,

sounds,

so,

cheesy,

if only cheese was real,

then I could eat it,

for whenever I chat with a friend,

that I really,

want,

to talk to,

–

–

–

why do I refer,

to them like its?

That was silly,

I shouldn't do that again,

it was silly,

now i'm in class,

like ninth grade,

when I was,

first,

introduced,

to free-writing,

because that IS what I am–

doing,

I am writing,

freely,

in here the now,

presently,

I am so tired,

sitting here,

sitting here is a cliché,

so why do I keep clichéing?

If... only.... cliches were real...

and then....then I could get rid of them...